Friday, October 25, 2013

Thank you!

Thank you to all who are praying. I am feeling  a lot better. It is an amazing experience to be covered in prayer.
When I arrived at the clinic, my vitals were checked. My fever was so high I was immediately placed on a bed in the ward. Shortly after, I was given an injection in my posterior. The nurses were good to me. They do a great job treating the maladies that are common in this area. After my fever was down, they tested for malaria and checked my white blood cell count. Malaria was negative so they suspected giardia because my white blood cell count was up. I was near dehydration so I was given a liter of fluids and intravenous antibiotics. After a few hours, they left my IV port in and sent me home. I returned to the clinic twice more for fluids and antibiotics before my port was removed.
As I was laying in the clinic ward bed my thoughts were whirling. Two things dominated my mind. The first was “What in the world am I doing here lying in a hospital bed in Zambia?” If someone had told me just a year ago that this is where I would be, I don’t know if I would have believed it. My mind spun further from that to consider how the Author of Adventure is moving all over this earth. How He is speaking to individuals where to serve, how to share His Kingdom with others, and sharing How He desires His name to be glorified all over the earth. Isn’t life with Him exciting?
The second thing I was overwhelmed by was the extent of human suffering. All around me I heard the cries of those suffering. It took my thoughts to those everywhere being mistreated and abused. The poor and downtrodden, those who have no one to defend them or protect them. My spirit within me cried, “How long, O Lord? How long before justice is yours? How long will the wicked go unpunished?”
Here in Zambia, life is raw. I know this sounds weird, but I don’t know how to describe it. Life and death are intense. The struggle to live is real. Things seem unpolished somehow. Not in a bad way, but often in the States things can seem clean and sterile. Here, humanity is lived out before the eyes of all. If you are happy, you dance and let out shouts and exclamations of joy. If you are sad or mourning, you voice a keening wail. When you call upon the Lord, you do so audibly and publicly.

For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us. For the earnest expectation of the creation eagerly waits for the revealing of the sons of God.  For we know that the whole creation groans and labors together until now…we ourselves groan within ourselves, eagerly waiting for the adoption, the redemption of our body. From Romans 8.

8 comments:

Nichole said...

So glad you posted this, Carrie. Love you and miss you.
Praying for you,
Nichole

Britni said...

Hope you continue to get better!

Jessica said...

I have been thinking of you guys the past couple days and catching up on blog posts...sort of contemplating my visit this summer. I was so glad to see you posted, I had no idea you were sick. Glad to hear you're feeling better! I love reading all of your posts! :)

T and M said...

What!? Didn't realize you were sick, somehow I missed that. Glad you are feeling better. I appreciated your description of Zambia, too-raw sounds like a good word for it. Life around here feels much more polished. hmmm, something to chew on. love,
mandy

Unknown said...

We're praying that you feel better soon, and were sorry to hear that you were sick in the first place!!!

much love to you,
Kurt & Livy

Karen said...

What an amazing thing it is to read of your life (and illness) from across the world. To have the gift of prayer one for another and to be able to communicate within seconds is really something that must be almost unthinkable to those that you are learning from and serving in the Lord. We hadn't heard of your illness, but we will be praying for you, and continuing to keep you and your family in our prayers.
Love in Christ,
Karen K.

T. Gerber said...

I've been talking to your mom since this thing started and have been praying for you, and will continue to. You do such an awesome job of recording events and definitely have a gift with words (among other things!) Love you all tons! Trish

Unknown said...

Still praying!